Hope

Here's hoping for a better tomorrow
A brighter future then the one I see
Letting go of yesterdays failure
Trying hard just to break free
Here's praying that the good Lord hears me
That his kind heart will answer my plea
That i won't find my self waiting
For some fool to come rescue me....

Sadly enough I do find myself waiting for a fools rescue, but doesn't every girl wish for a prince or princess charming? I know I do. Sometimes I do feel the need to be saved, especially on the days when the world seems to be intent on destroying me. I wish for someone to stand beside me and love me for the flawed being I am. God has yet to send that person my way, but I'm praying that they'll get here soon, and who knows...maybe i'll be the fool doing the rescuing. :)
Ciao for now
peace

:)

Made it all the way to February without a post. Not gonna lie life has been...interesting and I'd forgotten I'd had this blog.
So newest occurrence I think my house may be a little haunted. You see a couple of nights ago I had this horrible dream that there was a shooting at my job. Its was extremely vivid. Anyhow i woke up when it got really bad and I just lay there in bed for a while. That dream had been crazy. So I shift around to get comfortable and try to go back to sleep. As i try to drift off i feel a hand in my hair. Like hard petting my hair. so little freaked out but not that bad right? Well what ever is petting my hair sits no the bed next to me then begins pressing down on the back of my neck with some force. Thats when i jerk up and the pressure on my neck and the presence on my bed is gone. Mind you I don't go back to bed, I am now up for the day, but I really wonder what that was. I havent messed with the "paranormal" in a while so I don't know why that occurred, but it hasn't happened since, but then again I also sleep with the lights on and with my rosary(gotta be safe).
I still hear non-house noises when I'm alone. Like walking around and someone rummaging through things in rooms I'm not in. Also it's not just me. My mom has experienced it and so has my dad.
So that's it the most interesting of happenings that have happened in my life. More later I'm out.
Ciao

sup

Cheers! Life has been unusually dull for me. It's mostly been work, work, work, and more work. I'm hoping to get a new jobs sometime in the near future, so i'm applying for almost anything. My current job is okay, but I really could do better. Plus I wanna be off on the weekends and have the money to move out. Gonna try and write a little more often, just cause this is kinda fun when I do. Well thats all for now, just a basic update.
Peace

Your mom's a floppy disk :P

I really suck at blogging. Mostly cause I forget I have a blog and don't write for like forever...well updates. Running regiment bombed mostly cause I don't like running in front of others and night running is a lot creepier then it sounds. Odd paranormal happenings: Foot steps upstairs when no ones home but me, knocks the usual. They disappeared for the most part when my dad put the jar back under the sink. You see when we moved into our new home there was this jar of cloudy liquid under the sink. My parents moved it into the garage, because of all the weird things i'm into my mom decided it would be better just to keep it. For what ever reason they made the connection between the jar and the noise. For them the noise has stopped for me I still hear things when i'm alone that can't be contributed to house settling. Well that's it for now. More in the future. :)
ciao

live and let live

Life....it can end at anytime. So live as if it will end this very second or regret the time wasted.

RUN!RUN!RUN

Hey, hey it's me! Nothing paranormally to report today, but I will be starting a running regiment tomorrow. I'm gonna start off small and build up. It's mostly gonna be at night, so i'll make sure to bring my camera just in case any paranormally stuff happens. The best time to catch random stuff is at night....thats all for now.
Peace

hell hello

As you can see it takes me forever to ever post anything, but nothing has been happened until now. Either I was hallucinating from lack of sleep or it reall y happended, but at 3 am, about two days ago there was a knock upon my bedroom door. Four short raps to which I did not answer and then nothing. have no idea what that was all about and right now don't wanna find out. Was doing no para stuff for it to happen so was a little wiged out, but I'm over it and moving on.
Work, could be better, but then again so could life.
So thats all for now hopefully I'll write more regulary now since I seem to not be able to sleep.
ciao