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Made it all the way to February without a post. Not gonna lie life has been...interesting and I'd forgotten I'd had this blog.
So newest occurrence I think my house may be a little haunted. You see a couple of nights ago I had this horrible dream that there was a shooting at my job. Its was extremely vivid. Anyhow i woke up when it got really bad and I just lay there in bed for a while. That dream had been crazy. So I shift around to get comfortable and try to go back to sleep. As i try to drift off i feel a hand in my hair. Like hard petting my hair. so little freaked out but not that bad right? Well what ever is petting my hair sits no the bed next to me then begins pressing down on the back of my neck with some force. Thats when i jerk up and the pressure on my neck and the presence on my bed is gone. Mind you I don't go back to bed, I am now up for the day, but I really wonder what that was. I havent messed with the "paranormal" in a while so I don't know why that occurred, but it hasn't happened since, but then again I also sleep with the lights on and with my rosary(gotta be safe).
I still hear non-house noises when I'm alone. Like walking around and someone rummaging through things in rooms I'm not in. Also it's not just me. My mom has experienced it and so has my dad.
So that's it the most interesting of happenings that have happened in my life. More later I'm out.
Ciao

Your mom's a floppy disk :P

I really suck at blogging. Mostly cause I forget I have a blog and don't write for like forever...well updates. Running regiment bombed mostly cause I don't like running in front of others and night running is a lot creepier then it sounds. Odd paranormal happenings: Foot steps upstairs when no ones home but me, knocks the usual. They disappeared for the most part when my dad put the jar back under the sink. You see when we moved into our new home there was this jar of cloudy liquid under the sink. My parents moved it into the garage, because of all the weird things i'm into my mom decided it would be better just to keep it. For what ever reason they made the connection between the jar and the noise. For them the noise has stopped for me I still hear things when i'm alone that can't be contributed to house settling. Well that's it for now. More in the future. :)
ciao

aloha

Cheers! It seems like forever and a day since I last wrote....life isn't better or worse just blah really. I've been thinking about the future and the more I think about it the more apprehensive I get. Because there is so much to look forward to, but at the same time so much to fear. It's rather terrifying and I'm not sure if I am ready to face it.
I actually wish that someone like the Doctor really existed. Maybe then I wouldn't be so scared of what is to come, because I'll know that some one is out there to save it.
Bleh...I think I depressed myself. anyhoo.
ciao for now

back on track

It has been a very, very long time since my last post, not that many people care since I have but one reader.
Anyhoo life has been busy mostly work since I have finally graduated from college, four long tedious years done and over with. Still debating about whether or not to go for my masters, but hey there is time.Right now I'm getting buy and doing my thing. Still fat and single, the fat one I could probably solve in a jiffy, the single part not so sure.
In other news no super strange happenings occurred, but my subconscious mind did warn me of my own stupidity in a dream. Too bad i ignored it and went ahead with my stupid plan...would have save time if I had only listened.
continuing on.....
So in 2012 some pretty amazing things are suppose to happen, such as the event mankind seems to0 have bee predicting since the beginning the end of all things. I wonder if it's gonna be the real deal or is it just another y2k rerun? Thoughts ideas, feel free to comment, but plz don't be mean...also no sign of the Doctor but here's hoping.

another thing

I just realized i have comments...so sorry to anyone who leaves comments. Spirit stones are this odd thing I found online. Their stones with spirits bound to them. I adopted them from an online site. Sometime I feel stuff(like warmth or vibrations) from them sometimes not, mostly not.
The whole idea of searching for the Doctor though....hard to explain. You see the idea is based off of a British TV show called Dr. Who very awesome about a time traveling time lord. Very hard to explain but google it you'll get tons.
Anyway I got the idea from that, but then i got to thinking of the world and universal connections of the mind and I thought what if someone like that really does exist. Popping through time bent on saving everything and i thought wouldn't a really weird blog catch his attention. The truth of it is though no one really reads this so it seems doubtful that if there is a real life Doctor that he would read this, but I thought to give it a go. I actually ended up using this sight though for the weird crap that goes on in my life.
So yeah that's the whole of it....oh and cwhite2, thanks for the hearing music comment.I thought i was going crazy just a little bit. Its happen quite recently lately...not music though, voices...anyhoo
ciao for now

Totally crazy stuff

Well I haven't written in a while for two reasons. One I now have a job and two i've been really sick. Anyway whats been going on, well I ended up not sleeping for 24 hours and when i finally did get to go to sleep something wouldn't let me. First there was inappropriate touching and then someone else kept making me repeat training moves over and over again. Before you ask I was awake and the voices were in my head. Crazy souding, maybe but get this I also hear music. The entire house was quiet and I heard music. This happens sometimes even without sleep deprivation. I'll hear conversations or children and things like that.
In other news, still nothing on the Doctor. Yeah I haven't lost hope in that especially with all the crazy stuff going down. Anyways enough for tonight just reporting in to my readers...well reader, but hoping there are more of you. Leave comments they are welcome.

ciao

...and life goes on

Still fat....anyway its been a while since I've written and this time i have something of the paranormal variety to report. Last Saturday while at a friends house i was wishing for something really strange to happen. It was night time and i saw a shooting star, but it wasn't a normal shooting star. I was able to actually follow it with my eyes for a while before it shot off and disappeared. Very freaky. Which makes me bring up another phenomenon i saw last year. It was really weird. It was almost twilight time, but it was still too bright for stars, but i saw one star. I had my camera because i was filming the moon.Anyway i saw this really bright star and filmed it a bit. The feed on my camera was about a minute of filming for the star alone, but i was there for a bit longer. Anyway after i turned of the camera(about ten min later)i looked at the star again and right before my eyes it began to fade away. I've never seen a star fade. Some people told me it was a satellite. Some say I might ave actually witnessed the end of a star, but if that was the case then they would have featured it in some little way on the news. I couldn't find any info of it being a star or a satellite and it would seem that i'm the only one who saw it.
How is it when strange things happen their so little and you find yourself the only witness. Sometimes i wish that someone else had seen these things to so i wouldn't feel so odd, but then thats life for me. Its been that way ever since I was little, which is why I think I wish for a man like the Doctor to be real. Maybe he is make believe, but make believe is sometimes based on truth.
Well if your out there martian man and you some how end up reading this. I'm here and I'm waiting. Please show face soon.
ciao for now

Getting that feeling

Have you ever had the odd feeling that something was going to happen but you didn't know what? I've got that feelig, like something big is going to happen and that I'm going to be there in the middle of it. I know ego trip mondo, but still...it just..I don't know. If what ever is going to happen , happens...I hope it's something good.
looking up
ciao

Yellow

Well I'm back at school...no more spring break. Not that I really even got a spring break. I was left in El Paso all by my lonesome, but at least Saph brought me back some twilight stuff. So I'm happy about that.
On the weirder side of things, nothing has really happen. Pretty normal as of today. Hoping for something interesting though since its been so boring as of late. Anyways still looking for the Doctor if anyone reads my blog and you have any leads please feel free to share.
ciao.

Lights

I was staring at the sky....and I saw lights. Little shimmery lights, like I guess fairy lights. It was pretty cool and before you say anything no i was not looking into the Sun. Anyways wonder what they were. Not floating eye junk cause I didn't see it after I went inside...hmm very interesting. P is feeling better or at least acting like it. He still suffers from a mild ache, but at least he's going on his walks againg. My poor baby,but I think he' glad he didn't have to go to the vet. Well thats all i have to report. Spring break is over next week, back to the grind.
ciao

Reporting in

Nothing really new to report. Today was a day like any other. My dog P is hurting, i feel for him. Maybe i'll try a healing spell. He's getting old, but he's still pretty young, he's only nine...anyways
No sign of much of anything. No weird happeings other the I felt extra giddy today, which could be chalked up to the extra sleep I got this weekend, but i wouldn't count on it.
Something will probably happen to kill my buzz, most likely my father.
If anyone is reading this and has any bizzare info for me that might lead to the Doc, i'd be much obliged. The internet only gives so much info and when you live in a place like El Paso...well not much really occures. Plz and thank you.
peace out

Spring Break

Today is the first day of spring break and I'm spending it alone. My friend Sapphire is going with her sister Ruby to San Diego. Since their the only two people I hang out with...well you get the picture. I plan to spend this break though looking up info on the net and patroling the news. Hopefully I'll find some news that will lead me to the Doctor. For any of those people who choose to follow this blog later, i'm not talkig Doctor Who Doctor, this is MY DOCTOR . I know it sounds extremely crazy and believe me it is, but yeah there you have it. This blog is dedicated to finding him, he probably has a real name, but I don't know it, which is why i'm calling him Doctor. Its familiar and easy to remember.
No real news to report, no strange occurancs...except two days ago which i forgot to mention last time. I saw two lights drop from the sky. I don't know what excactly they were, but they definitly weren't planes.

anyway signing off
ciao