back on track

It has been a very, very long time since my last post, not that many people care since I have but one reader.
Anyhoo life has been busy mostly work since I have finally graduated from college, four long tedious years done and over with. Still debating about whether or not to go for my masters, but hey there is time.Right now I'm getting buy and doing my thing. Still fat and single, the fat one I could probably solve in a jiffy, the single part not so sure.
In other news no super strange happenings occurred, but my subconscious mind did warn me of my own stupidity in a dream. Too bad i ignored it and went ahead with my stupid plan...would have save time if I had only listened.
continuing on.....
So in 2012 some pretty amazing things are suppose to happen, such as the event mankind seems to0 have bee predicting since the beginning the end of all things. I wonder if it's gonna be the real deal or is it just another y2k rerun? Thoughts ideas, feel free to comment, but plz don't be mean...also no sign of the Doctor but here's hoping.

another thing

I just realized i have comments...so sorry to anyone who leaves comments. Spirit stones are this odd thing I found online. Their stones with spirits bound to them. I adopted them from an online site. Sometime I feel stuff(like warmth or vibrations) from them sometimes not, mostly not.
The whole idea of searching for the Doctor though....hard to explain. You see the idea is based off of a British TV show called Dr. Who very awesome about a time traveling time lord. Very hard to explain but google it you'll get tons.
Anyway I got the idea from that, but then i got to thinking of the world and universal connections of the mind and I thought what if someone like that really does exist. Popping through time bent on saving everything and i thought wouldn't a really weird blog catch his attention. The truth of it is though no one really reads this so it seems doubtful that if there is a real life Doctor that he would read this, but I thought to give it a go. I actually ended up using this sight though for the weird crap that goes on in my life.
So yeah that's the whole of it....oh and cwhite2, thanks for the hearing music comment.I thought i was going crazy just a little bit. Its happen quite recently lately...not music though, voices...anyhoo
ciao for now

Totally crazy stuff

Well I haven't written in a while for two reasons. One I now have a job and two i've been really sick. Anyway whats been going on, well I ended up not sleeping for 24 hours and when i finally did get to go to sleep something wouldn't let me. First there was inappropriate touching and then someone else kept making me repeat training moves over and over again. Before you ask I was awake and the voices were in my head. Crazy souding, maybe but get this I also hear music. The entire house was quiet and I heard music. This happens sometimes even without sleep deprivation. I'll hear conversations or children and things like that.
In other news, still nothing on the Doctor. Yeah I haven't lost hope in that especially with all the crazy stuff going down. Anyways enough for tonight just reporting in to my readers...well reader, but hoping there are more of you. Leave comments they are welcome.

ciao

Back in Black

Wow I haven't written in like forever. I've been just so very busy. I've been taking care of my mom, running around with friends, and I got a new job. Me and retail can you believe it. Only a few bad things: still fat, got totally sidetracked from my diet, but I'm back on. My father is still and asshole. I know my dog has bladder issues which is why if I'm unable to keep an eye on him he stays outside. The dumbass my father is he continues to leave the dog in the house and not watch him. Thus he sees no pee pee or poo ques and then gets pissed at the dog. How are you going to blame the dog for something he really has no control over?Ugh...forgive me for the mini rant its not really what I wanted to talk about but since it just happened I just had to rant.

Anyways, recently I place three ads on craigslist asking for any vampires in my city to contact me. Real vamps, yeah I know it's a crazy thing to do with all the weirdos out there, but I just had to find a way to get the information I wanted. To many contradictions on the net.
Well I got what I wanted. Three of the many people who contacted me claimed to be vamps. All three were males of course. The first one was a sanguine/psi vamp. Although he didn't call himself that. He was just a man who liked to drink blood and drain energy from others so you really can't call him the real deal. Crazy so I let him go.
The second was a really nice guy who actually drank blood as well. He was myth reborn in someways but not in all. He was unaturually old and all that jazz. Very believable though so I didn't count him out as a quack. Very polite, but it wasn't him who truly got me.

"You should leave this subject alone. Trust me." This was the first message I received from a man I will call DS. Each email afterwards he asked me about myself and why I was looking for the information I was looking for. So far even from his short emails he seems genuine. Only problem is the information that I seek can only be given to someone of the blood. Now I don't know what to do. Should I let this continue and go on with it to find out the truth and maybe get mixed up in something really supernatural or infact lose my life to a psycopath or back off. Not email him anymore.
The problem though is he has me really intrigued. What if vampires, the one of legends are truly real. Powerful beings who live for hundreds of years and who drink on blood. Not the posers of today or the lifestylers, or those who say that they are born to it and no one else may enter their way of life.
If this is real...well we'll leave to a later time. I'll keep you updated.
Ciao

Giggles

Today was weird. I felt so giggly and happy it was ridiculous. I found myself having to actually try to look mad at those people who annoy me. Very weird occurance. Maybe it was a hormone imbalance. Anyway still got that feeling of impending something. Hopefully whatever it is, it'll come to a head soon. Good or bad I just want whatevers waiting to happen just to happen.
ciao