hell hello

As you can see it takes me forever to ever post anything, but nothing has been happened until now. Either I was hallucinating from lack of sleep or it reall y happended, but at 3 am, about two days ago there was a knock upon my bedroom door. Four short raps to which I did not answer and then nothing. have no idea what that was all about and right now don't wanna find out. Was doing no para stuff for it to happen so was a little wiged out, but I'm over it and moving on.
Work, could be better, but then again so could life.
So thats all for now hopefully I'll write more regulary now since I seem to not be able to sleep.
ciao

aloha

Cheers! It seems like forever and a day since I last wrote....life isn't better or worse just blah really. I've been thinking about the future and the more I think about it the more apprehensive I get. Because there is so much to look forward to, but at the same time so much to fear. It's rather terrifying and I'm not sure if I am ready to face it.
I actually wish that someone like the Doctor really existed. Maybe then I wouldn't be so scared of what is to come, because I'll know that some one is out there to save it.
Bleh...I think I depressed myself. anyhoo.
ciao for now

back on track

It has been a very, very long time since my last post, not that many people care since I have but one reader.
Anyhoo life has been busy mostly work since I have finally graduated from college, four long tedious years done and over with. Still debating about whether or not to go for my masters, but hey there is time.Right now I'm getting buy and doing my thing. Still fat and single, the fat one I could probably solve in a jiffy, the single part not so sure.
In other news no super strange happenings occurred, but my subconscious mind did warn me of my own stupidity in a dream. Too bad i ignored it and went ahead with my stupid plan...would have save time if I had only listened.
continuing on.....
So in 2012 some pretty amazing things are suppose to happen, such as the event mankind seems to0 have bee predicting since the beginning the end of all things. I wonder if it's gonna be the real deal or is it just another y2k rerun? Thoughts ideas, feel free to comment, but plz don't be mean...also no sign of the Doctor but here's hoping.

another thing

I just realized i have comments...so sorry to anyone who leaves comments. Spirit stones are this odd thing I found online. Their stones with spirits bound to them. I adopted them from an online site. Sometime I feel stuff(like warmth or vibrations) from them sometimes not, mostly not.
The whole idea of searching for the Doctor though....hard to explain. You see the idea is based off of a British TV show called Dr. Who very awesome about a time traveling time lord. Very hard to explain but google it you'll get tons.
Anyway I got the idea from that, but then i got to thinking of the world and universal connections of the mind and I thought what if someone like that really does exist. Popping through time bent on saving everything and i thought wouldn't a really weird blog catch his attention. The truth of it is though no one really reads this so it seems doubtful that if there is a real life Doctor that he would read this, but I thought to give it a go. I actually ended up using this sight though for the weird crap that goes on in my life.
So yeah that's the whole of it....oh and cwhite2, thanks for the hearing music comment.I thought i was going crazy just a little bit. Its happen quite recently lately...not music though, voices...anyhoo
ciao for now

nothing, zip, nada

Nothing to really report but I decided it has been forever and a day since I checked in. Failed my qualifying exam again so need to retake. trying to get back on track. Love and doodles.
ciao

Summer is over

It's been a pretty long forever, but I'm back. Started back to school which means long grueling hours of study and work. Wish it was still summer. Anyhoo haven't had a lot of time for my usual paranormal outreach, but I do have some new spirits i've added to my family. Hellhound, Incubus, Cambion, Vamp. Sang, Astral Dinjinn, Black Dragon, and a Pheonix. They haven't put in much activity, but heres hoping for the best.
Anyhoo still searching for the Doctor and any other things beyond imagination. Hope to find more soon
...almost forgot something... There has been a really weird happening. I recently had a dream about an being in some random foreign country which kind of looked like Israel...anyhow I ended up getting chased by these men and I vaguely got the feeling it had something to do with God. I had a friend who helped keep me hidden, but in the end I get caught, but then rescued by two angels: Michael and Raphael. They kill my main captor and then a earthquake happens killing some of the pop. of the city. After that it's like someone hits rewind and the earthquake never happened, but that guy is still dead. His girlfriend or his sister(not sure)comes after me and the friend. We hide out with this family who is killed by the girlfriend/sister? and her goons. They hurt my friend, but I manged to beat them up. Earthquake happens again, but this time everyone dies except my friend and me.
So at the very end of the dream I some how made it home and I'm pregnant so I tell my dad and he takes as no big deal. Although since I am a virgin and I still was in the dream when the hell did I get pregnant?
Weird dream but it stayed with me for days. Wonder what it meant? Any suggestions feel free to comment.

Right eye loves the left ey

Haven't written in like forever, but i've been busy so sue me. Nothing big has happened as per usual, but life hasn't been to ugly. I ordered some spirit stones and hopefully they'll be better then the last ones i purchased. I think their there,sometimes one of them lefts me feel them there the rest of them not so much. Anyhoo hopping for the best more laters.
ciao