back on track

It has been a very, very long time since my last post, not that many people care since I have but one reader.
Anyhoo life has been busy mostly work since I have finally graduated from college, four long tedious years done and over with. Still debating about whether or not to go for my masters, but hey there is time.Right now I'm getting buy and doing my thing. Still fat and single, the fat one I could probably solve in a jiffy, the single part not so sure.
In other news no super strange happenings occurred, but my subconscious mind did warn me of my own stupidity in a dream. Too bad i ignored it and went ahead with my stupid plan...would have save time if I had only listened.
continuing on.....
So in 2012 some pretty amazing things are suppose to happen, such as the event mankind seems to0 have bee predicting since the beginning the end of all things. I wonder if it's gonna be the real deal or is it just another y2k rerun? Thoughts ideas, feel free to comment, but plz don't be mean...also no sign of the Doctor but here's hoping.

another thing

I just realized i have comments...so sorry to anyone who leaves comments. Spirit stones are this odd thing I found online. Their stones with spirits bound to them. I adopted them from an online site. Sometime I feel stuff(like warmth or vibrations) from them sometimes not, mostly not.
The whole idea of searching for the Doctor though....hard to explain. You see the idea is based off of a British TV show called Dr. Who very awesome about a time traveling time lord. Very hard to explain but google it you'll get tons.
Anyway I got the idea from that, but then i got to thinking of the world and universal connections of the mind and I thought what if someone like that really does exist. Popping through time bent on saving everything and i thought wouldn't a really weird blog catch his attention. The truth of it is though no one really reads this so it seems doubtful that if there is a real life Doctor that he would read this, but I thought to give it a go. I actually ended up using this sight though for the weird crap that goes on in my life.
So yeah that's the whole of it....oh and cwhite2, thanks for the hearing music comment.I thought i was going crazy just a little bit. Its happen quite recently lately...not music though, voices...anyhoo
ciao for now

nothing, zip, nada

Nothing to really report but I decided it has been forever and a day since I checked in. Failed my qualifying exam again so need to retake. trying to get back on track. Love and doodles.
ciao

Summer is over

It's been a pretty long forever, but I'm back. Started back to school which means long grueling hours of study and work. Wish it was still summer. Anyhoo haven't had a lot of time for my usual paranormal outreach, but I do have some new spirits i've added to my family. Hellhound, Incubus, Cambion, Vamp. Sang, Astral Dinjinn, Black Dragon, and a Pheonix. They haven't put in much activity, but heres hoping for the best.
Anyhoo still searching for the Doctor and any other things beyond imagination. Hope to find more soon
...almost forgot something... There has been a really weird happening. I recently had a dream about an being in some random foreign country which kind of looked like Israel...anyhow I ended up getting chased by these men and I vaguely got the feeling it had something to do with God. I had a friend who helped keep me hidden, but in the end I get caught, but then rescued by two angels: Michael and Raphael. They kill my main captor and then a earthquake happens killing some of the pop. of the city. After that it's like someone hits rewind and the earthquake never happened, but that guy is still dead. His girlfriend or his sister(not sure)comes after me and the friend. We hide out with this family who is killed by the girlfriend/sister? and her goons. They hurt my friend, but I manged to beat them up. Earthquake happens again, but this time everyone dies except my friend and me.
So at the very end of the dream I some how made it home and I'm pregnant so I tell my dad and he takes as no big deal. Although since I am a virgin and I still was in the dream when the hell did I get pregnant?
Weird dream but it stayed with me for days. Wonder what it meant? Any suggestions feel free to comment.

Right eye loves the left ey

Haven't written in like forever, but i've been busy so sue me. Nothing big has happened as per usual, but life hasn't been to ugly. I ordered some spirit stones and hopefully they'll be better then the last ones i purchased. I think their there,sometimes one of them lefts me feel them there the rest of them not so much. Anyhoo hopping for the best more laters.
ciao

Totally crazy stuff

Well I haven't written in a while for two reasons. One I now have a job and two i've been really sick. Anyway whats been going on, well I ended up not sleeping for 24 hours and when i finally did get to go to sleep something wouldn't let me. First there was inappropriate touching and then someone else kept making me repeat training moves over and over again. Before you ask I was awake and the voices were in my head. Crazy souding, maybe but get this I also hear music. The entire house was quiet and I heard music. This happens sometimes even without sleep deprivation. I'll hear conversations or children and things like that.
In other news, still nothing on the Doctor. Yeah I haven't lost hope in that especially with all the crazy stuff going down. Anyways enough for tonight just reporting in to my readers...well reader, but hoping there are more of you. Leave comments they are welcome.

ciao

Back in Black

Wow I haven't written in like forever. I've been just so very busy. I've been taking care of my mom, running around with friends, and I got a new job. Me and retail can you believe it. Only a few bad things: still fat, got totally sidetracked from my diet, but I'm back on. My father is still and asshole. I know my dog has bladder issues which is why if I'm unable to keep an eye on him he stays outside. The dumbass my father is he continues to leave the dog in the house and not watch him. Thus he sees no pee pee or poo ques and then gets pissed at the dog. How are you going to blame the dog for something he really has no control over?Ugh...forgive me for the mini rant its not really what I wanted to talk about but since it just happened I just had to rant.

Anyways, recently I place three ads on craigslist asking for any vampires in my city to contact me. Real vamps, yeah I know it's a crazy thing to do with all the weirdos out there, but I just had to find a way to get the information I wanted. To many contradictions on the net.
Well I got what I wanted. Three of the many people who contacted me claimed to be vamps. All three were males of course. The first one was a sanguine/psi vamp. Although he didn't call himself that. He was just a man who liked to drink blood and drain energy from others so you really can't call him the real deal. Crazy so I let him go.
The second was a really nice guy who actually drank blood as well. He was myth reborn in someways but not in all. He was unaturually old and all that jazz. Very believable though so I didn't count him out as a quack. Very polite, but it wasn't him who truly got me.

"You should leave this subject alone. Trust me." This was the first message I received from a man I will call DS. Each email afterwards he asked me about myself and why I was looking for the information I was looking for. So far even from his short emails he seems genuine. Only problem is the information that I seek can only be given to someone of the blood. Now I don't know what to do. Should I let this continue and go on with it to find out the truth and maybe get mixed up in something really supernatural or infact lose my life to a psycopath or back off. Not email him anymore.
The problem though is he has me really intrigued. What if vampires, the one of legends are truly real. Powerful beings who live for hundreds of years and who drink on blood. Not the posers of today or the lifestylers, or those who say that they are born to it and no one else may enter their way of life.
If this is real...well we'll leave to a later time. I'll keep you updated.
Ciao

...and life goes on

Still fat....anyway its been a while since I've written and this time i have something of the paranormal variety to report. Last Saturday while at a friends house i was wishing for something really strange to happen. It was night time and i saw a shooting star, but it wasn't a normal shooting star. I was able to actually follow it with my eyes for a while before it shot off and disappeared. Very freaky. Which makes me bring up another phenomenon i saw last year. It was really weird. It was almost twilight time, but it was still too bright for stars, but i saw one star. I had my camera because i was filming the moon.Anyway i saw this really bright star and filmed it a bit. The feed on my camera was about a minute of filming for the star alone, but i was there for a bit longer. Anyway after i turned of the camera(about ten min later)i looked at the star again and right before my eyes it began to fade away. I've never seen a star fade. Some people told me it was a satellite. Some say I might ave actually witnessed the end of a star, but if that was the case then they would have featured it in some little way on the news. I couldn't find any info of it being a star or a satellite and it would seem that i'm the only one who saw it.
How is it when strange things happen their so little and you find yourself the only witness. Sometimes i wish that someone else had seen these things to so i wouldn't feel so odd, but then thats life for me. Its been that way ever since I was little, which is why I think I wish for a man like the Doctor to be real. Maybe he is make believe, but make believe is sometimes based on truth.
Well if your out there martian man and you some how end up reading this. I'm here and I'm waiting. Please show face soon.
ciao for now

too big

I am way to big. Its gotten past the point of ridiculous. I have to lose weight. I don't feel uhealthy or sluggish or anything like that. I'm actually pretty outdoorsey, but i can't wear the close I like and men seem to ignore me. So maybe if i get rid of all this extra baggage things will get better. So from this hour and on i am hell bent on losing the weight and nothing and no one is gonna stop me. I'm tired of what am.
nothing taste as good as thin feels
ciao.

Live long and prosper

Nothing new, nothing strange, just average everyday, but it's almost my birthday and soon I shall be...dun dun dah...22! Not that that's particularly special. I mean I can drink, smoke,vote, and drive, what else is there to look froward to. Spinsterhood.
I hope this years birthday is better then the last. It seems they've gotten worse and worse with each passing year, but at least I have friends to share it with now.
Also no sign of the Doctor, but I did have a really cool dream which I can only remember part of...mostly that there was a wolf in it. He was either reddish brown or just brown, I'm really not sure, but his eyes were green and that's about all I remember. Hope to dream again and hoping for the best.
Ciao!

Giggles

Today was weird. I felt so giggly and happy it was ridiculous. I found myself having to actually try to look mad at those people who annoy me. Very weird occurance. Maybe it was a hormone imbalance. Anyway still got that feeling of impending something. Hopefully whatever it is, it'll come to a head soon. Good or bad I just want whatevers waiting to happen just to happen.
ciao

Getting that feeling

Have you ever had the odd feeling that something was going to happen but you didn't know what? I've got that feelig, like something big is going to happen and that I'm going to be there in the middle of it. I know ego trip mondo, but still...it just..I don't know. If what ever is going to happen , happens...I hope it's something good.
looking up
ciao

Yellow

Well I'm back at school...no more spring break. Not that I really even got a spring break. I was left in El Paso all by my lonesome, but at least Saph brought me back some twilight stuff. So I'm happy about that.
On the weirder side of things, nothing has really happen. Pretty normal as of today. Hoping for something interesting though since its been so boring as of late. Anyways still looking for the Doctor if anyone reads my blog and you have any leads please feel free to share.
ciao.

Lights

I was staring at the sky....and I saw lights. Little shimmery lights, like I guess fairy lights. It was pretty cool and before you say anything no i was not looking into the Sun. Anyways wonder what they were. Not floating eye junk cause I didn't see it after I went inside...hmm very interesting. P is feeling better or at least acting like it. He still suffers from a mild ache, but at least he's going on his walks againg. My poor baby,but I think he' glad he didn't have to go to the vet. Well thats all i have to report. Spring break is over next week, back to the grind.
ciao

Reporting in

Nothing really new to report. Today was a day like any other. My dog P is hurting, i feel for him. Maybe i'll try a healing spell. He's getting old, but he's still pretty young, he's only nine...anyways
No sign of much of anything. No weird happeings other the I felt extra giddy today, which could be chalked up to the extra sleep I got this weekend, but i wouldn't count on it.
Something will probably happen to kill my buzz, most likely my father.
If anyone is reading this and has any bizzare info for me that might lead to the Doc, i'd be much obliged. The internet only gives so much info and when you live in a place like El Paso...well not much really occures. Plz and thank you.
peace out

Spring Break

Today is the first day of spring break and I'm spending it alone. My friend Sapphire is going with her sister Ruby to San Diego. Since their the only two people I hang out with...well you get the picture. I plan to spend this break though looking up info on the net and patroling the news. Hopefully I'll find some news that will lead me to the Doctor. For any of those people who choose to follow this blog later, i'm not talkig Doctor Who Doctor, this is MY DOCTOR . I know it sounds extremely crazy and believe me it is, but yeah there you have it. This blog is dedicated to finding him, he probably has a real name, but I don't know it, which is why i'm calling him Doctor. Its familiar and easy to remember.
No real news to report, no strange occurancs...except two days ago which i forgot to mention last time. I saw two lights drop from the sky. I don't know what excactly they were, but they definitly weren't planes.

anyway signing off
ciao

'ello

Nothing or interesting has happend to me. On a side note mass visualization on April 10 at 9 est/gmd. Federation of light